ChaoS-Age:
Its been Silent,are We getting Violent
or is the Sound but a Mirage in the
Mist of our Chaos, as our Echoes
move through the Astral,unseen
"Tides of Waves" flowing  but
unheard.My Chaos is but a Dream
of Reflections until they
Reach their Destination.Shadows
in the midst of it all,Longing for the
Day they be-come.Reality hacking its
way in,that is where the line draws itself
Thin, so try and commit every conceivable Sin.
Chains of Reactions,total Satisfactions.
The Current moving Strong,Fast until
at Last,hear that echoing Thunder,
the Night is be-coming a Wonder.
Feel yourself becoming sucked into the
Vortex,Let the hurl pull you A-Part.
Time is Meaningless,its only an ill-usion
in alot of Con-Fusion.Spin a Web,
Trap your Victim,Feast on Capture,
what a De-Light-Full Rapture.

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Symbol Associations

I'm quietly watching some moves in our satanic community since long ago, and I could realize that most of us have a mistaken image of what could be SATAN. This bothers me a little, since I really value thinking people. I'll submit some info I have about the origin of SATAN, info that I find to be very interesting, just tell me if you already know it all, or if you would like to read a bit more. Ahh, and these lines are fulfilled with hate, parcialism and despise for jewish history, tradition and beliefs, so if any of you don't agree with ethnic despise for this scum please don't read :)   SATAN, as a symbol came from a long time ago, the oldest SATAN we have date from ancient Babylon, where our behated jews were held slaves, and thus learn how to hate Babylon culture. Back there they where prisioners, but not exactly slaves, they where held in a state of servitude, they had nice houses, and had their own neighborhood, away from Babylonian citzens. All they had to do was work ( any hint about why they still do it until now???), not the perfect thing in the world, but being a servant of Ishtar( or Lilith, or Lishtar, or Inanna) in ancient Babylon could be better than what I do now... Anyway, in that time people were a lot warry, so the jews really despised Sumerian culture. I hope this picture gives you a better image of what where a Sumerian city back that time, just imagine some of this square neighborhoods is a jewish one

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From this time we have lots of inheritages, Beelzebub, Baal, Lucifer and many others, among them we can find our Satanas, dear to each one of us. Satanas indeed is a Latin word, but the Devil, that we'll study here is dated from Babylon. In that time people was beginning to learn how to do things, they invented the well among lots of other things, but what they were really discovering was themselves, their divinity, their everything. Sumerian religion is the vastest one of all, getting every aspect of world they knew, Etemmu is indeed the Sumerian word for spirit, but not the spirit we know, it's more to a ghost. Sumerian people had a nice view of their body and sexuality, they though both spirit and mater (body) were linked since creation ( they were created from the flesh and blood of a God), so no use to praise just one. Also they didn't had a conception o sexuality until the decadent age, until then man and woman were pretty much like the same. This kind of thing jews hated. They were held captive, so they had to hate their captors, and therefore their culture, beliefs and religion. They had to convince their religious not to become adepts of sumerian well know taste for body pleasures. To tell the truth they added this feature to their religion after this contact with sumerian people. Jews are so poor in mind, that they despised every civilization they had contact with, so they hate everything from Rome, Babylon, even norsk people... everything in their religion is a hate of another one... Being dumb as they always were they couldn't find a better way to teach their people to stay away from orgies and different Gods than making their sheep afraid. They began creating some small myths, like those who say Bel is a demon, when it was just the title of my loved Marduk (Hail Marduk, God of fifty names!!). They created lots of myths, and one of them was of the Devil, which was originally the Bull of Heaven in sumerian myth. From there they got this association with animals. Where the devil was indeed the Babylonian, who haunted, enslaved ( ever heard of satan's slave?) and so on. This association with horns came from the old belief that towers would represent something that keep knowledge, something that stands high, that sees first. Among almost all civilizations we have this symbol, the Egyptian had their Towers of Good and Evil, the old witches and northern people had their horns, in animals and stuff. Sumerians had the Bull, who represented god Anu, and was later dis-associated from this deity, but used as some weird kind of servant, intended to kill people and stuff.

Etemmu

STAINED RED

The honey dripped upon the roses tastes as sweet as
blood
And to know the taste of bitter sweetness is to know
his love
An unintended loss it was, an accidental death
It didn't seem to matter then, as little there was
left

The arms that he once held me in were dead and cold
and pale
The heart that I once loved him with was shattered and
turned stale
I don't regret my suicide, or giving love to death
I don't regret this make-believe, or all the tears I
wept

I would die from loneliness as I would die from hate
And to put an end to loneliness, an eternity I'll wait
He is my perfection, the darkness in the rain
He is what I long for, and all that brings me pain

Tala Wisniewski

Man: The Social Order Within Himself

How come and wherefore does your social order exsist? Can you exsist without it? Can society live without their pathetic social order--nay without social contact? When a human willingly exiles himself from the rest of the populace he is considered a freak, a loser, or a bum. Upon what divine intervention can he be labeled such things?

Imagine a world without boundries, without law, without order. There alone you will find freedom, scarity, impotenence, and above all things godlyness. So true it could be. In a world without a social order, without 'socialism.'

All my life I have wished for such a place. I see now that to have such a place would be to have no social contact, no social order. To exile myself from society would be my greatest right. To stay would be my biggest wrong. Awh, but look, society is all over. Where can I go to be a social order in myself? That is it exactly. Man: The Social Order Within Himself. I seek inside myself and I find order. Among chaos I find that single, solitary order. The fundimental order which every human seeks out. In one way or another. You may call it what you wish. I prefer to call it diabolical indignition!

Mentally, I live in this solitary social order. Why you ask? There are very few humans that entertain me. The few that do will undoubtly be respected and honored by me. For those few alien whom have gained my respect and honor, take great pride in the fact that you where able to gain acceptence into my social order.

I find my social order to be much more entertaining then society. I live in total pleasure and seldom do I go outside those lines. For the time I do cross over, more often then not I am unenthoused and highly agitated. I cannot live in a world which feast on the media as it's sorce of enlightenment, the movies as it's sorce of enterainment, a man-made trail as it's sense of adventure, a bible as it's sense of security, a god as it's master!

Today's public schools are a frightening example of what humans are bred into. A social order that is well defined. A bell rings, you go to class. Where you are taught something that you did not prevously know. I have yet to see a teacher who can teach me something I did not know. Keep in mind that humans only use 10% of thier brain. Technically speaking, I know everything. Anything you teach me is nothing new, it only brings that fact into my view, so later when needed I can call my self 'educated' and take a test on that subject to prove so. 

Certainly there is much to learn in the conformity of youths. From age 6 to age 18, there is a certain code which is unspoken and clearly understood by all school children. The one who stands infront of you knows everything and you know nothing. Therefore, listen to them for they are right and with that right they become your GOD! We follow this unspoken rule throughout our 'education' until that fateful day when all is lost. You wonder why graduating students become scared and often turn to violence, drugs, alcohol, or worst yet religion. Without their teacher where will they go, who will they be, what is to become of them?

Many people describe their high school years as 'the best times of their lives.' And why not? In high school you can be anyone you want to be. For those of you who wish to be (or think you are) important you can become the student president. For those who wish to be popular, the movie star types. Well there has always been a place for them. The football quarterback, the head cheerleader, the basketball star. 

Of course, there is a place for the ones who don't 'fit in.' There has always been a place for them. There is an outcast in every society. Society is a hybrid of sterotypes and herd conformity, but within the lerk you will find an outcast. He is the one who keeps the cracks sealed. You call him a freak, you laugh at him, but you cannot deny that he exsists. "For the non-conformist the world whips you with it's displeasure," Ralph Waldo Emerson. 

Just as in the way religion cannot exsist without an equaliberium ie good vs evil, God vs Satan, society cannot exsist without the non-conformist. By his very nature he is the social order. He stands as every norm which the order is not. By proxy he is the creator of the social order. He who is the non-conformist by every right is conforming to the social order. Just by being the outcast he becomes the most poplular of all humans, and by very sound rights he should be. For it has been the outcast that has entertained humans since their exsistence. The outcast is the motivator in society, he is the very workings which strike fear in the hearts of those who are not him. As you can see I speak very highly of the outcast. For he is my greatest ally. The rest of the social order has become my greatest foe!

Those who dare to be different, they entertain me. I find beauty in their every move. Unfortuanlly today's 'pop' culture has been labelled as this such outcast that I call my ally. Those who call themselves goths, where black clothing, listen to Marilyn Manson and worship 'the devil.' These are your non-conformists? What happened to the Neitzche's, the Emerson's, the Hoffman's, and Anton LaVey's, of the world? Those are true non-conformists.

Your society has burtality attempted to civilize the non-conformist. What happened to the true non-conformist? The accuser? The oppositite of all that is 'good?' Der Teuful? Has society gone so far as to civilize my greatest ally, Satan. Or is it that Satan has learked into to society and now he is being taken as an idol? The later of the two I prefer. Satan is the ultimate non-conformist of the world.

In a world with such complexity why does society insist upon civilizing? It is for justification? If so, what justification do you need to civilize? To civilize means to accept and therefore no longer fear. So this is what society has come down to? A 'civilized' world. A world where there is no fear, no suffering, no death, no life. An android world. Androids that are preprogrammed to accept everything, fear nothing, and worship accordingly. This is what your society has become and to think it has all been programmed. How you ask? The blind conforminty syntax. Humans are taught to accept everything and anything they see. Much in accordance with The Bible and it's teachings.

It's okay though, I don't care. You can go own living your pathetic, conforming lives. I can whole-heartly say I don't give a fuck! I live in my world and I like my world. Things make sense in my world. I live in a society where everything is programmed in machine code. There is no complexity here. Just an isermountable number of ones and zeros. One being on and zero being off. It makes perfect sense to me. I don't need all this human interaction to recieve a one. I need myself and a brain. In those two items I find everything. I find reality, I find life, I find death, I find myself.

I know there are others who think my way. We are truly a unique group of people. Highly intellegent, brutal, and very caring to those who deserve our caring. Society has tried to banish us. By many means. None of which have been successful. Otherwise I wouldn't be writting this and you would be reading it. For those of you who know what I am talking about I praise you. You are a select group.

No longer will I live in a society that is not of my creation. All societies are built upon others values and not MINE! So natuarlly I will create my own society.

A wise man once said "There is a time and a place for everything." An even wiser man said "Here and now is our day of torment, here and now is our day of joy!"

Jody Claggett

Chant to Satan
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Dread Lord of the Watchtowers
Scourge and knife
Waken all ye unto LIFE!

East,
then South,
West,
then North
Hear! Come!
I call thee forth

Crowned Prince of glorious Hell
send thy essence wherest I dwell
Powers of thy blooded blade
Come ye as the charge is made!

The Mistress